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Sunday 19 February 2012

salam 
*jawap , tk jwab dosa*

ermm
post today ucuq nk cite about apea ?
cer teka 
cer teka
TEHEHE 

firstly im sorry
cuz post today tak der topik best best nak kongsi ngan korang , 
post nih just for funny 
HEHE

napa cuq taruk picture teddy bear kat atas tuh  ?

actually , 
teddy bear tuh cuq tujukan  kt someone 
hehe ~

who ?

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

sapa paham angkat tangan mcam saya 

hehe ~


cuq rindu 


" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "

" ιиαιαƨʋн ℓʋяʓαн "
more and more and more !

walaupun kekadang tuh cuq pun tak tahan ngan angin dy yg tak tentu pasal tuh , 
tapi cuq tahu angin tuh mai sbb cuq buad hal 
HEHE
kami tak couple , tapi kami kawan



Saturday 18 February 2012

d i l e m a s i b u s u k

salam semua
tak smua jugak lha , sebab time time la ni semua dah dibuai mimpi
jam telah menunjukkan pukul 2.29 a.m.
awai lagi ka ?

erhhh
selalu tak macam malam nih ,
tapi
dua tiga minggu ni
sering berlaku perkara yang sama


i can't STOP thinking about him

*balik kebahasa kucar kacir kita*

cuq tak buleh nak berhenti berfikir lepas cuq lihat status kat wall dia

sapa ?
*secret*

apa yang dy tulis kat wall dy ??
*something yang agak mengguris hati cuq*

kata kata tuh mcm nak tindaskan perasaan cuq terhadap dy
ya kami cuma kawan ,
tapi cuq mengharap hubungan kami lebih dari kawan pada masa akan dtg .
sebab masing masing belum bersedia .
dy nak parents dy proud of him
same like me .
and i want to be a best model for my little brother

cuq tak pastilah kata kata kat wall dy tuh tergolong dalam
mutiara kata ?
kata kata semangat ?
short story ?
or for joking ?

but , kata kata yg tertulis kat WALL dy tuh mcm nak bgi tau kat cuq
jangan mengharap sngat semua tuh akan jadi kenyataan
jodoh ni biar tuhan yg tentukan
yes ! I KNOW THAT !

cntinue for what i'm thinking now ,

kenapa makin hari mcm dy "NAK" perasaan nih makin pudar untk dia ??

kenapa dy da tak mcam sebelum nih ??

atau mungkin dy da ada ramai pompuan yg mcm cuq kat tempat belajaq dy ??

atau dy mmg dah muak dgn cuq ??

atau dy da malas nak amik tau apa cuq rasa ?

atau cuq bukan sapa sapa lagi untuk dy ?

atau atau atau atau ?????

apa ??

semua persoalan tuh takdak jawapan

*my eyes cn't stop crying now*

org cakap setiap kesabaran akan mendapat keuntungan pada hari akan dtg ,
cuq da bersabar selama dy kt sana
tapi knpa dy mcm nk cungkilkan kesabaran cuq ?

knpa baru skrg dy nk buad mcm nih ?
knpa tk sblum nih

kalau dah tak nak cuq mengharap jangan pernah bagi harapan !
cuq tak pasti air mata yang mengalir ni adakah
air mata palsu ?
air mata yang tiada nilai ?
air mata gembira ?
atau air mata mengenangkan pemergian seseorng yg tidak diduga ?

*abaikan ja air mata yg semua pompuan sering mengalirkan untuk seorg lelaki nih!!*


#for all pembaca blog cuq :
thank for read ,
and sorry cuz post today agak membosankan mata korang ,
actually cuq dah tak dak tempat laen nak luahkan apa yg cuq rasa skrg ..
sebelum nih ,
cuq ada seorg pendengar yg betul betul memahami cuq .
seseorang yg betul betul syg cuq ,
tapi tuhan lebih menyanyangi dy ...

sedekahkan
AL-FATIHAH kepada arwah muhd FIRMAN
semoga dy tenang disana
amin






Tuesday 14 February 2012

salam blogger 
salam 1 malaysia 


post today about LOVE


LOVE is a very odd thing 
LOVE is blind

bila cakap pasal cinta masing masing ada cerita sendiri kan 
yang couple 
yang BREAK
and blabla .
*actually cuq lah tu*


 
but now i fall in love with someone

he was
so funny 
so sweet
i dont think i ever love someone as much
as ilovehim
i could tell him anything and everything
i dont know what i would have done without him
i couldn't get him out of my head
this boy was ahMAZING

 
but then things started ...
going downhill
we weren't as close
 
i would get upset and juz CRY


 
coz i missed how it
used to be ..
 
i still do ...
 
i love him
and
hate him
at the same time
 
i was so confused


hate ??
love ??
hate ??
love ??
 
he would say things that made me think he liked me
 
we would have a night where we would laugh and everything was like it used to be
but then ..
he wouldn't talk to me for awhile
 
do you love me ??
 
my heart was broken
imisshim so much
 
ilovehim
and he didn't care
he played with my heart
he broke it
some how i still love him
and i ...
 
all i can do is hope things get better
 
at the one point
i thought i would never recover
but i should i'll be ukey
 
 



*i still love you*
theres this boy that iloveverymuch
*нαʓяʋℓ κʋƨαιиι *
iloveyou dont forget that .
ever .